"When September ends"

I started read the saga, I was fascinated. I knew that everything was fake, just a beautiful history inside. But in my dreams I used to believe in every single piece. 

In that moment you appeared in my life, and I was so happy. When I changed the chapter in the book, and something bad was happening there, something bad was happening with us as well, but isn't our fault, because we didn't recognise that. 

One day I started to pay more atettion, and I felt afraid of losing you, i went inside the book, inside the history. But like every chapter, I knew that we will stay together, forever and ever. 

I finished read all of my books, and  I was happy with our future. My vampire, my wolfmen, my everything. 

But, one day I woke up and I saw like the movies, you wasn't with me anymore, you left me behind, you didn't make the promises that you told me.
I lost all of my nights, waiting for you,but you didn´t appear till now. But no problem, now I know that anything is forever, and everything happens for a good reason. Sometimes I miss you, oh no I miss the things we´ve done together, I miss our moments, but I dont want you anymore.
Another chapter in my life :D But I'm still waiting for my vampire !

(My first text in english :$ )